June 2010
Bound to happen.
It feels like you are wide awake in a distant dream, leading a life that is finally free of these endless nights and countless fights that turn us into who we hate to be. And this is so difficult for the both of us. I know we tried so hard, there’s just no hope for us. Well it’s more than a shame that we lost to this game. All my walking, talking, sleeping, breathing - nothing will...
Looking back, to looking forward.
I couldn’t do it anymore. I couldn’t handle the emotional pain that you have been putting me through anymore. Even though you refuse to admit to doing anything wrong and you probably never will admit to it. I’m not sorry for anything. Looking back we’ve both messed up. We’ve both probably hurt each other more than any other person ever will. You say I’ve...
The truth?
I tried as hard as I could. I took as much as I could take. I put up with all I could. And it still wasn’t enough.
sometimes i'm absolutely certain i love you and...
then i think about all the shit you did to us and wonder how anyone could love someone after all that. you make me confused. but love is love, even when it doesn’t make sense. even when you’re not here. even when i’ve found someone new. and even though the memories have begun to fade…
i know there was a time when i wasn’t in this alone. even if i can’t remember...